Alright, am I the only one who gets insecure and paranoid over their relationship?! I am attractive I would say but I have my flaws. I’m not beauty pageant contestant and I get nervous. My boyfriend is hot. He is confident at all times. I am not. He is a few years older than me and from the area we live in. I’m about 800 miles from my hometown/home state. He is everything I have prayed for and more. He is loving, he is kind. But it bothers the fuck out of me that he’s “friends” with so many chicks. It shouldn’t but it does. Today he added someone he says he’s known for awhile from the next big city over, it came up on my IG feed and I spazzed. He’s never mentioned her before and it’s coincidental she liked his picture of him on Facebook of him in the lake I took yesterday. We spend a good 4-5 days/nights with each other. He goes to work, the gym and back home but it bothers me that for some reason I always feel like he may cheat on me because of my past. I feel like even though we talked and he said he understands and everything is fine and that he loves me that I just put a huge strain on our relationship. I love him and want to marry him one day. Any advice?! Cause I feel like the worst person and an asshole.