i’m tired of never feeling heard. i’m tired of being the person who’s talked over or ignored or interrupted or the one who’s always left in the back uncared for. i’m tired of having to say “i’m fine” because the situation has been solved and i don’t want to cause anymore problems, but i’m tired of getting angry at the people i say it to for not seeing that i’m really not fine and the situation really isn’t resolved because my negative feelings are still here. i’m sick of the anxiety and the depression and the constant pressure on my entire torso from the overwhelming feelings that just won’t stop. i’m tired of being tired. i don’t know who to turn to that will understand. no one ever does. no one has the patience to listen to my perspective or my story. i’m just done. mentally. emotionally. i’ve given all i’ve got. i’m only 15. if i have this much hurt and pain inside i can’t imagine even a year from now. i can’t bear it anymore. i wake up and i put on a smile and i go about my day seemingly happy, but when the day is finally over is when i really start to feel the weight on my shoulders. and it only gets heavier and heavier from here.