So I don’t want anyone to think I’m bitter or Jealous but I guess I would say I’m extremely envious of my Bestfriend right now, she just found out that she’s 10 weeks pregnant and she had Endometriosis. I’m happy that she’s got a little one the way cause I know she’s been trying for a baby for a long time now and I’m happy she’s getting her little one. Then there is this other friend (Not sure if I can call her a friend anymore) that just found out that she was 5 weeks pregnant and the 1st she tells me is “I bet you wish this was you, but you let Birth Control f*ck you up.) I was really sad and wanted to cry so I just turned my phone off and stopped talking to everyone for a while even when my fiancé asked me what’s wrong I didn’t want to tell him cause I know he’s tired of hearing talk about babies and I don’t want to keep being in his ear about when I have my period and when I Ovulate and all that. Sometimes I do think that maybe I did stay on Depo for too long and ruined my chances of starting my own Family. 😞🥺