Ever just crave attention?

So yeah, my love life kinda sucks. Between having the “love of my life” cheat on me 9 months into a relationship, then being a booty call for a guy that never liked me, to just hooking up (because why put the effort in....), I have come to the conclusion that I would absolutely love it if a man put in the effort first instead of me starting everything out. Growing up, I’ve been a part of, in my terms, a very good looking group of girls. All of us have grown up playing sports together and always having fun, but when it comes down to boys, it’s always a pick between two of the four. These two, Amelia and Amy (changed the names for security) are supposedly the prettiest girls when we went to high school. The other two, myself and Kendra, are basically the “ugly friends.” Any guy we have them meet leaves and says they really think our friends are prettier, aren’t interested in us because why not move up the chain..? Idk but recently, I have been craving a good ol’ movie romance where the guy likes the girl, he goes for her, the girl loves it and they have a great time! Probably not that ditzy, but I would absolutely love it if a man gave me the attention first. Now, this is no diss on my friends. We have talked about this numerous times, they know all about this situation. I love them for who they are and I absolutely could not live without them. If a guy doesn’t like me then I understand he’s not right for me. But damn I could really use a little love rn!