I’m not a mean person....

I’ve been TTC for almost 5 years. I know that

“Gods timing is perfect” and I continue to wait patiently. Everyone around me is getting pregnant. Most of them are accidents. And I’m

Genuinely happy for ANYONE that is able to get pregnant and have a healthy baby. I love seeing my friends become parents. But there’s always that little jealousy monster inside me that starts wanting ti question why not me?

Does anyone else have this problem. Or any ways they try to destroy that jealousy? Because I really am

Happy and I don’t want to seem bitter 😒