Undecided about baby #2

My husband and I struggled with infertility and took us 3 years to have baby #1. And she was worth every pill, shot, heart break, struggle, you name it I’d do it a thousand times again for her. Put hearts are so full and content with love. We go back and forth on if we want another one. Originally we said we wanted two or three. My husband wants a boy. But once she was born we found ourselves second guessing if we want another. She is now 1 year old so if we do have another we want them close in age.

Everyone tells us “oh you want another one trust me”

But honestly I’m worried I can’t love another baby as much as we love her. I want to be pregnant again but I don’t know if I want another baby. (I’ve talked to my husband about possibly being a surrogate)

Anyone else ever feel like this?

Did you have another baby?

If you didn’t, did you ever feel like you should’ve?