Severe pregnancy anxiety

I have severe anxiety during pregnancy brought on by a chronic pelvic pain disorder. When I have flare ups it’s due to Infection such as thrush and it’s painful to the point of uncontrollable crying, panic attacks and fear of losing my baby. The pregnancy itself is perfectly healthy however I have been like thjs on and off and I’m currently 18 weeks. Will my baby die from the anxiety severity? It lasts 1-2 weeks usually like this everyday. Anyone can give me some experiences where thwre baby has been ok. I’m worried he will be premature or I will lose him completely :(

I have also had to quit my job it affects me this badly. I am seeing a psychiatrist weekly and also speak with counselors in between. I refuse to be on medication. If anyone has any advice or positive stories please?