I swear I'm going to lock myself in a box or run away and live in a cave! I feel like i can't handle anything anymore! I'm off of my medications for my anxiety becuase the risks scare me, but I swear it's like I have an anxiety attack 24/7 here lately! My SO has a terrible memory and so if he doesn't remember something i feel so crazy, like i didn't say it at all. The other day a waitress got sassy with me becuase i couldn't word my question correctly and i almost bawled. Our three year old has started hurting the cats and saying she hates the baby and me. I feel like since i got pregnant I'm suddenly really bad at cooking. .. i burn or undercook everything! Ugh. I felt like this pregnancy went by too slowly and now i swear I'm freaking out becuase i feel like it's happening too soon and i don't know how I'm going to do this. :(