Appt. today!!

I have my second appt. today and Im so excited yet terrified that I will get there and something will be wrong! I haven't been since I was 7w 4d and now I'm 11w 4d! Most all of my symptoms are gone and it's so strange but. Don't feel pregnant! I have myself so worried and prepared for bad news... I hate this feeling! I just want baby to be healthy and growing! Is it normal to feel this way?!? 😩😢