I have 2 boys on is 17 months old the other is a month old I love them both but I wish I never had them my first was planned my second was my pill failed and I wanted to abort my husband wouldn’t let me and it’s effected me more than I thought it would I’m tired of the screaming crying whining constantly eating the financial drain and the little help I get it’s eating away at me and the constant guilt every time I think about it