A year ago i foind out my husband cheated on me i found private accounts to mocospace.com a yahoo email and a fake profile on facebook ... one night on our family vacation i found him asleep with his phone on his lap and he had been chatting with some girl they were talking about sexual things i woke him up with a slap on the face. .. it didnt end there i kept digging into his phone and found the other acvounts he had .. i found out he was or had been talking to some girl he knew from before they talked about the sex they had and on one message he wrote that she was his firat tgirl. ... i had no idea 2hat that was googled it and found out it stabds for transgender girl.... i confront3d him he said it happened when we had just started dating back in may 2006 he said he met up with this person twice and had anal sex twice each time ... he confessed to all his other chatting and said thats all it was only chatt9ng and just when he 2as feeling frustrated or stressed that it was his way of copung with it... its been 9ver a year since i found out and now im19 weeks pregnant i thought we could get through things but i cant tryst him i try to forget things but its a constant reminder every day ... i feel like i know holim and i feel cheated in my marriage he had been lying to me for years and i feel it was something i needed to know before we got married he never told me and was planning on taking it to the grave of i hadnt found out how can i trust him again we have 2 girls and another girl on the way its been so hard what do i do