scared of getting oral

I’m in a relationship with a guy and I love doing oral on him and he says how he wants to do it to me too but i’m so insecure abt it. Like i’m insecure abt just everything like the hair, the taste, the aftertaste, i just don’t want t to be a bad experience to him.

i’m actually getting a type of permanent waxing done (dunno how to say it in english but it’s not laser, and i plan on getting it on other parts of my body) to help with my confidence (and the pain of shaving/waxing), my boyfriend never asked me to do anything he’s extremely sweet and a feminist and all that. i know these thoughts aren’t healthy and i’m just idk scared of it even tho everyone talks abt how good it is D:

does anyone have a word of wisdom for this 18 year old????