Unsure then. So Sure now.

Belle

So today was a intresting day for me. I came out as Bi to myself that is. I am the type of person that doesn't like labels. But I like both girls and guys. I haven't explored yet but I am sure of this. Last year I met this girl and we became close friends I always thought she was cute. But I brushed off my feeling validating them as a crush that's all; however, when she would talk about her girlfriend I started to get real saddened and jealous. At the time I wasn't willing to admit I was into girls. Now I am. I have always been into guys. But I have to be honest with myself at least: I am Bisexual. I'm not ready to come out to my friends or family. Not even my 2 best friends. I want to keep this to myself for now. My own personal secret. Just until I fully embrace who I am. I'm not ashamed of who I am. When the time comes and I develop feelings for a person no matter Female or Male I will be sure to let them know. But for know I need to keep on with my self discovering journey.

~A.H. aka Belle