TTC for 6 months

Kristen • I'm 25, married, and have two amazing boys! My oldest is 6 and he has ASD which makes things a little more difficult, but I wouldn’t change him. My youngest is a year old and he’s a typical kid always getting into everything!
My boyfriend and I have been TTC for 6 months now. I really thought this was the month for us. I am 5 days late on my period, have no symptoms of a period, but yet I got negative results. I'm so disappointed. I know it could take years, but he's in his 40s and we don't have years for this to happen for us. We haven't told anyone we are TTC so I don't really have any friends or family I can turn too. 😢