So this entire pregnancy I’ve felt like shit. No energy, always tired can barely breath without running out of breath. My life has been some shit and truthfully I still haven’t fully come to terms that I’m having a kid. Im stressed beyond belief and I don’t know if it’ll get any better when the kid comes. I’ve never wanted kids mostly bc I have detachment disorder and I don’t necessarily care about much, which is why I haven’t gotten attached to the kid yet but I’m trying. Homeless, laid off, and just stuck, my acne has been horrific, and I’ve felt more fat than pregnant. I’m pretty sure I’ve cried a million times because of my situation in general. I can admit that this pregnancy has been absolutely horrible, and it’s only 21 weeks. And I’m burdening a friend and her family as I live with them bc I can’t afford to go on my own anymore. This post was supposed to have a turning point but after thinking about everything again I realized I am still fucked, anyways any encouragement or help would be wonderful.