I can’t tell anyone else. I have no one to talk to because everyone has left my side. I’m not ok. I’m laying in bed hyperventilating and crying and I can’t stop. My life is falling apart. The only person I have EVER loved so deeply and truly dumped me and doesn’t seem the slightest bit upset by it (we were together for 5 years btw), I got fired from the job I just started because I had to call off one morning to stay home and talk to police cause my apartment got broken into, my car died the other day when I was trying to go to a family members house and I got stuck on the side of the highway for 2 hours because no one would help me, I had to move back in with my mom because of the breakup and me losing my job and all she ever does is complain because I’m not working even though I’m very actively trying to find a job and going to so many different interviews and my closest, best friends that I’ve had since elementary school now don’t talk to me because they like my ex better even though the only reason they know him is because of me. I’ve been trying so hard to will what I want into existence and be thankful that I’ve lived to see another day and just keep smiling and trying not to let it bother me but I can’t do it anymore. Someone help me please....