In the past I’ve called myself bi then demi but I feel more confident in what I realize I am now. I constantly change my mind but I always feel I have to be honest even though, I guess, I was lying. I thought I was bi cause I don’t just like boys and I thought I was demi cause I never had a celebrity crush , when people would ask, and talk about there crushes(Cole Sprouce, Harry styles, etc.) I just never felt that way, I realize its cause I hate thinking of dating a GROWN ASS MAN and I’m just a teen. I found out, I did have a celebrity crush, but they were closer to my age so it finally added up, I’m pan.

Also I realized I was also gender fluid. I kind of always felt like i was both a girl and a boy. I was always kind of jealous, not cause “oh, i wish I didn’t have a period” or “I wish I didn’t have to care about what I wear”, nothing like that, I just sometimes felt like a dude and it made me really happy just like I am sometimes really happy when im more feminine.

I’m really not sure why I’m telling you this, I’m sure it’s not important in your life. But I have no one else to tell.