Death

Im so fucking afraid to die like everything ive worked for everything i love can be taken away from me just because some dumbass decided it on their own, i believe that when you die you just go blank i belive that your stuck in between that state of sleeping and waking up except you dont wake up and their is no dream your thought process is gone your state of awareness is gone your litterally nothing and that scares the shit outta me ik ik im wasting my life worrying about the future but i just cant let it go, one of my triggers involves this and i cant fucking shake that state of panick jejejskzizusu