Smoking while pregnant. I’ve failed! :(

The first trimester I wasn’t so bad maybe one when I went for coffee with my friends or if hubby and kids had me all stressed out!

But that was it.

We went on holidays and I had in my head once I’m back no more. Didn’t even smoke for the 2 weeks we were gone!

We’ve been back just over a month and the last few weeks I’ve been smoking. Trying here and there not to not have one!

But more often then not I’m failing!

Here is the worst part my husband and my obstetrician don’t know! I’m suffering real guilt and yeah I know so I should be it’s terrible!

Has anyone here smoked and not told there obstetrician ??

Was everything ok ??

Tips on quitting also ??

I know some will judge and that I expect but I’m here more for some advice.