I had an ectopic last year and just the thought of it happening again or me never having kids terrified me soo much I would do anything in the world to be a mom and had a heavy feeling in my soul everytime I even thought about not being a mother I love kids. IM NOW 15 WEEKS 3 DAYS PREGNANT AND IT HAS TO BE THE HARDEST THING I EVER DID IM GLAD MY NAUSEA HAS SLOWED DOWN SO I DONT HAVE A NONSTOP SICK FEELING TO MY STOMACH today I actually said I hate being pregnant I want and love my baby more than anything in the world right HOW do you get over the constant pain and sickness to actually enjoy your pregnancy nothing has been an enjoyable moment for me besides me knowing my pregnancy is healthy I need help I feel like I’m going into depression.