nervous isn’t even the word.

so Wednesday i go for a hysterosalpingocontrastsonography(HCS) and i know she said it’s just gonna be cramping but for some reason i can’t help but feel nervous. then two days later i go for a glucose test. all of these tests are honestly making me even more afraid of how hard it’s going to be to conceive. because for years i have been trying and nothing. any ladies have any advice? i rarely ever post on glow because the women in here are so negative and judgement or when i do post it’s like nobody cares to even answer.