I have a huge problem. Anytime something big happens that is negative I get blocked. Like my brain blocks. Frozen. I become mentally paralyzed. Like I have zero feelings or thoughts or words. I am just blank.

Currently going through a mess with my husband and we're pretty much over, I think. And I have nothing to say.

I don't even know what I feel. I am totally blank. I feel like if I said something nice I could fix it or if I say something firm I could speed up this slow painful breakup.

I don't know what I want. When life throws these things to me I just become numb.

Am I alone? How do I fix it? I'm literally a ghost. I can't talk to him or myself. You know usually we have opinions as humans... I have nothing. Why?

It's like a trauma and I'm just in the corner in shock speechless with zero feelings. IT'S WEIRD! WHY AM I WEIRD?

Ps please be nice...