Jealousy......

I have been ttc since 5-10-14 (my wedding night) we sought out medical attention after a year of nothing.I was told I have Pcos, a missing ovary and am not ovulating. I have been on metformin for 3 months along with prenatal vitamins. I quit smoking and RARELY drink. I became more active and eat better. According to my glow chart ovulation window I have still not ovulated ( those are the days I test)

I love this app and all the support but I see myself getting very jealous and envious of women with a BFP after just a month or so. I also want to scream at the woman who post obvious positives in group they don't belong. I feel like their just bragging.

I hate that I feel this way because all pregnancy are a beautiful thing.....is anyone feeling this type way or am I getting bitter?!