Feeling low and anxious

Hi everyone,

So we’ve just started to try for a baby and it’s 4 days after I’ve ovulated now and I’m getting really bad anxiety at the thought of not being pregnant. I know it can time months and years and we’ve just started trying but the thought of not being pregnant is really upsetting me.

I’ve had bad stomach cramps for the last few days, feelings of depression and irritation. I want to do a test but I know if is too early.

I’m accepting a 3 months part time job which i know is good for me due to the location and hours (I’ve worked here before) but I’m getting anxious at the thought of people judging me for coming back.

I’ve been chatting my BBT but feel so worried

What shall I do? :(