Blocked tube, 2 early losses, new info

I am so scared right now.

I'm supposed to have waited to try again. My birthday was on the 12th this month, and bday sex is kind of a must.

I ovulated on the 17th.

I was a little drunk and angry last night about my losses, one happened at the end of may and the new news about my right tube being completely blocked on an hsg on July 9th was a huge surprise. Along with it causing early pregnancy losses along with risk of tubal.

I took an ovulation test and pregnancy test. As soon as the second line showed up on the pregnancy test all I said was Whut? Then did another test. Texted my husband to pick up a different brand. He grabbed a digital frer.

Still positive.

Shit. I havent been able to get excited. Only dread.