Baby fever/need to vent

Tay • Libra ♎️ ❤️

Idk what's goin on with me lately, but I really want a baby. I'm 17 (turning 18 in a couple months) my boyfriend will be 19, and we are in a steady relationship. And for some reason, I just have this on going urge to get preggers. Someone talk me out of it or something 😂 I took a pregnancy test earlier for fun, just to see, and I got genuinely upset when it was negative. What is wrong with meeee?! I mean having a baby wouldn't ruin my life, I dont have big dreams really. My only true dream is to be a mother ngl. Ugh. Someone tell me I'm being crazy.