Why do I do this?

Every month I tell myself I'm not gonna test until atleast 9dpo. I'm only 8dpo and I've taken three tests 😭 I know it's still early but I'm just feeling out this cycle. My boobs started hurting like usual before af and my face is breaking out.

I feel like I see a very faint spot of pink at the top but probably just wishful thinking. What do you guys think?

Is it my month yet? 😭😭😭