Missed misscarrige

Okay ladies need some reassurance . Last year i had a missed misscarrige at 8 weeks. All symptoms just stopped and at my 12 week check up doctor said baby had stopped growing at 8 weeks. Im currently pregnant now. 9 weeks tomorrow. I was super sick Tuesday a little yesterday and today nothing. Is this normal. Should i be worried about another loss. I dont know what to feel. Im so scared at this point i didnt sleep last night. What are the chances of having two missed misscarrige a year apart from each other. Im trying to keep the Faith and trust god. But in the back of my mind im so scared for when i go to my first appt on Monday. How did some of you ladies get through after losing a baby and getting pregnant again.