ok so i have a boyfriend and 2 people have been trying to get back with me. the first guy is my ex who is psychotic. he killed himself because i wouldn't go back to dating him because i have a bf. and this other guy has been trying to get with me and i keep saying no and he just killed himsef. they both blamed me. my friend also killed himself. he blamed me as well. i haven't done anything to hurt these people believe me. i just don't know what to do.