Why do I have to be this way?

Why do I feel the need to hurt you?

Why am I the way I am?

All I want to do is die

All I want is for everything thing to end

All I want is to no longer be alive

Oh how I think of ways I can end it all

By gun

By pills

By murder

By slitting my wrist until I bleed to death

I just don’t want to live any more

If your reading this that means I posted this before ending my life