A while back, my fiance and I had a really good night together and drank a lot. I ended up blacking out and I thought that was that.

Come to find out, he actually recorded me passed out in the shower with him trying to sexually touch me. Then he recorded me in the bed... with him having sex with me while I was passed out.

I watched the video and he was so non-chalant about it. At first, I didn't know how to react. But now I feel gross even though months have past.

Was I raped by the man I love? What do I do....