Does anyone else feel the same way?

I feel the same way I felt before I was pregnant waiting for the pregnancy test to turn positive, I wanted it so badly and once I stopped wanting it so badly that’s when my positive popped up

I want so badly to go into Labour and have my daughter in my arms, I’ve tried pineapples, squats, walking, hot foods, acupressure, I even tried nipple stimulation with the breast pump but it didn’t bring on contractions and only made me leaky. So maybe if I stop wanting it so badly- it’ll happen, just like when I stopped wanting the test to be positive so badly!

Anyone feel the same?