Letter to my parents

It hurts that I can’t pick up the phone and call you guys when I’m excited over something. It hurts that you tell me my husband doesn’t love me. It hurts that you can’t look me in the eyes. But I understand that I have to say goodbye. We live in a different time and that’s okay. I understand that my career choice in the porn industry is pushing you away. But if you were here to see how much my husband really does love me. If you were here to see how confident I am and how much I smile. If you were to see the glow I have knowing I’m happy and doing what I love. It’s okay now that you aren’t here to see. But I will miss you guys.