Dont want to tell anyone

lisa • Mom of 1 girl👧, 3 boys👦🧒🧒, twin 👧🧒( born 2/4/20) and one in heaven 👼 #nosanityleft

If any of you follow or remember me you know my mom never happy about my pregnancy she loves grandkids but never got the wahoo happy response, well this now my 5th and last kid had miscarriage christmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a> well some people have told me some horrible mean things about my pregnancy and knowing my mom wont be happy just makes me not want to tell anyone im pregnant. Ive lost all joy of telling anyone :(.... anyone delt with this?