This TTC journey is hard. Especially when you don't know if you're even able to conceive (I realize there are tests that can be done and fertility treatments for those with issues. However, I am not a candidate for those treatments.) But tonight as I lay in bed and my husband cuddles up with me and immediately falls asleep. I can't help the tears that escape my eyes. I love this man so very much. I truly have no clue what I did right to deserve him. I really hope one of these days soon I am able to tell him that AF took a 9 month hiatus.