I can’t do this no more

My auntie my closed person to me has ended up in hospital all the way in Spain my auntie went on holiday to Spain and me and her r really close and it was coming to the day she was meant to be back and normally she texts me every day and calls me to make sure I’m ok but this hasn’t happend in over a month and I got scared but I kept it to my self but then my mum told me that she has had a sickle cell crisis, and she’s in a coma, and has brain damage and I’m scared she won’t remember all the good times we had or even removed me I’m so scared!