RANT!

I am 150% done being pregnant! I can’t walk, roll over, sit, stand or sleep! I am in so much pain every second of the day that I just want it to end!!! None of my doctors have listened to me about all this pain. They all say the same thing. “Unfortunately this is just part of being pregnant.” No! I do not accept that. This is my 5th baby. I know more about what it feels like to be pregnant than any of them. This isn’t normal and it isn’t ok! The pain I’m experiencing in my pelvis, groin and back is 1000% worse than any pregnancy related pain I’ve ever had. My pelvis and groin feel like the bones are broken and sticking out of them. My hooha literally feels like I have a spiked bowling ball inside it at all times. Oh and to top it all off I went through 4 other pregnancies and never once had a hemorrhoid my whole life until yesterday. Maybe it’s because I’ve been constipated for the entire pregnancy and nobody wanted to listen to me about the meds not helping with that either! I have woken up from aspirating stomach acid at least 5 times. They say take an antacid. Gee I never thought of that. I can’t lay down or even lean back to try to sleep because the heartburn/reflux is so bad which means I don’t sleep even when I might actually be able to. I wake up hourly no matter what even if I try to sleep during the day. I’m 38+3 just let me have this baby before one of us dies!!!!!