Today I went to the mall with my cousins and we both grew up together to the point where it’s like we’re sisters. Anyway, back to the mall, we went and we were shopping and for some reason when we were talking she pointed at something and I saw a bunch of scars on her upper arm. It’s currently 2 am where I’m at and it’s all just hitting me. I can’t imagine losing her and not being able to see her again. I’m sorry but it’s all hitting me now and I needed a place to vent.