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I hoping someone else has gone through or something similar. A little background about myself. I'm 33 years young I have 3 wonderful boys. 15 years old, 7 years old and one year old. I had the 15 year old at age 18. I had him at 33 weeks. Everything was normal with besides coming early. The 7 year old I had Pre clamps. I had him at 38 weeks and bleed so much that I need 6 bags of blood. One month later I started bleeding past out in the bathroom. Found out they left behind some of the placenta and need Emergency DnC and need 3 more bags of blood. Last pregnancy was all horrible along with Labor. I was high risk so I was watched very closely. Well he come at 36 weeks and need emergency c-section. He was breached. I told myself after the 2nd I wouldn't have more but I know my family was not completely. Now it's been on my mind that I want to try one last time for a girl but has you can see my pregnancy are not so good. I'M scared something horrible will happen.

I'm going to see my doctor next week so of course I will talk to her.