So my boyfriend or whatever you want to call him, proposed to me many years ago. He apaprently has no intention of following through with it anytime soon. So last night I finally made him admit I'm not good enough for him. Last August I was pregnant with our second baby. He was the one that brought up following through with it. I was over the moon excited that I finally got to marry my best friend. Last minute he backed out on me. I was heart broken to say the least and still trying to forgive him for what he did. Fast forward to last night I was fed up and I told him that it sucks that I would do it in a heartbeat and he doesn't reciprocate those feelings. It just truly hurts and it makes me feel like I'm not worth it. Like I'm not worth the risk. So apparently I'm just not. We've been together for 5 years, 2 kids, and basically live like we are married. Apparently I'm not worth any of it. I'm absolutely devastated right now and he is at work. I'm debating on whether packing him a bag or not.