So my ex broke up with me like 6 months ago because I was “too crazy” and I admit it I was a lot to deal with I struggled with trusting him and I wanted a lot of attention from him I basically was a needy girlfriend and needed to do a lot of growing up my and my ex before him had been dating since I was a freshman in high school and ended things my senior year and that was a very difficult time for me I didn’t realize I was still healing from that relationship and took most of “mess” into the relationship I was just in so the new ex dumped me I was getting over him and he popped back up in my life and we had sex but we weren’t together we talked every now and then we still hung out but he posted a pic of him and his girlfriend and all that hurt just knocked the wind out of me I broke down I feel like I’m trying to get over him all over again I knew he wasn’t mine but I opened my heart back up to him when we had sex I’m hurting so bad I never felt this type of pain before I feel so weak for letting myself feel like this over a guy I wake up crying I’m crying myself to sleep I tell myself every day that all bad things pass it doesn’t last forever you will get through this I just needed to get that off my chest I’m taking it one day at a time I’m trying to focus on loving myself and staying positive 💕