They are all over the place with me. I work as a nurse in a trauma and ICU unit and my personality is calm, easy going and I could deal with the stress. These days, my fuse is short and I'm so snappy and I'm surprised what comes out my mouth! Never to patients btw! I have no restraint to keep it in. It's scary! I've mentally clocked out so I wouldn't stress myself so it's getting harder to come to work. Thankfully my team understands this isnt who I am when I get spicy but I just hate it and regret when it comes out. I've always apologized and then I mentally withdraw myself further bc I dont want to hurt anyone's feelings. Sigh...struggle busing.