I can’t tell if I’m exhausted or depressed:/. I definitely got pregnant at the wrong time , I wanted a baby bc I lost my first baby but I’m only 21 and still getting my life together. I finished this trade a couple months ago and finding a job is so difficult because everyone wants people with years of experience. My bf is supporting me financially atm but he doesn’t make enough money so I’m stressed that I’m not working and I should feel happy that I was blessed with a baby but I’m not. I have no friends I barely go out. I stopped smoking weed. Doctors told me there’s a chance the pregnancy won’t be viable and with my first pregnancy the baby had a chromosomal abnormality , lost a baby boy at 15 weeks so I’m very worried about this pregnancy. I live with family at the moment but they’re very religious/Pentecostal and they believe if one doesn’t have faith or pray bad things happen or good things won’t come. They’re always telling me to pray instead of emotionally supporting me and I’m tired of that.