Miscarriage paranoia

JJ

I know this is common, but I just can’t shake it. I’m 6 weeks pregnant with my second, my first was a normal, healthy pregnancy and I feel like I never even thought or worried about miscarrying? This time around it’s all I think about. I’ve taken like 10 pregnancy tests, look at the toilet paper for blood every time I pee, freak out at every cramp or twinge. I hate this! I just want to be happy I’m pregnant. Since becoming a mom I’ve met a lot of other moms that have miscarried and I guess I just never realized how common it was. This app probably doesn’t help either lol, I’ve convinced myself my HCG levels aren’t rising (for no reason), just from reading other posts, there won’t be a heartbeat when I go for my first US or I keep having a light twinge of pain on my left side and now convinced myself it’s ectopic 🙄 I can’t stop googling. Ughhhh. Help! Sorry for the rant.