This is a panicky, hormonal rant... just wanted to share in case anyone else was feeling similar. I’m 36 weeks along and I really just don’t feel ready. I’m a STM, so I’ve been through this before and yet I’m still nervous/anxious/terrified.

Our apartment is a mess. I can’t seem to keep up on the chores. My husband works 6 days a week and I work 5. Our savings has been diminished to zero; thanks to a crappy car and a series of unfortunate events. Our baby girls bed and car seat are still in their boxes and we have a ton of stuff left to purchase.

Then there’s the thought of labor.... My first labor was uncomplicated, but I’m worried this time won’t be. Baby girl has measured large through most of this pregnancy and I’m worried my mental blocks will prevent me from laboring as well as last time.