Hi,

I’ve been HSV positive for 2 years now. I recently broke up with the person who gave it to me because I couldn’t be with him without being reminded he gave it to me, along with other reasons that just made me no longer want to be with him. Anyway ever since I go this I haven’t felt like me.. all I can think about in the back of my head is I have this virus for the rest of my life.. I don’t feel attractive. And when i think of my future I feel like I’m going to be successful but not happy cause I’ll be alone with out a family which is what I want in the future after meeting my goals. Did I mention I’m only 22. Anywho I just feel like it’s going to come down to me having to get artificially inseminated, which I don’t mind but at the same time i would want my child to have a father. I don’t all these thoughts go through my head and I just have no one to talk to about it that’ll even have the slightest idea what this feels like.

If anyone would like to talk maybe we can get through this together idk, Ik it’s been 2 years and I should be okay by now but I’m not. Anyway thank you for reading.