Tonight is my last night at home, and I can’t help but reflect on everything, and cry my eyes out. Every time previous to this that I have really sat and thought about me leaving, I couldn’t help but cry.. I have been buying house stuff, and cleaning my new apartment for over a month, but haven’t been letting myself fully grasp it all, because I knew how upset I would get. I really don’t want to move out, I don’t feel ready in the slightest, and I’m going to miss my family so much. I’m only moving about two minutes away, which makes this all seem silly, but it’s hard knowing at the end of the day I won’t be able to go home and lay in bed with my mom, and talk. I won’t be able to talk to someone anytime I feel like it. I won’t be able to go to sleep in my room. I won’t be woke up by my little brother every morning. I don’t know how I’m going to do it. I’m moving with my boyfriend, because we’re having a baby.. i don’t drive, and have quit my job now that I’m 31 weeks pregnant. My boyfriend works very long hours, so I will be home alone constantly. I feel like I’m going to be so lonely. I don’t know how to cope with it all, and I don’t have any friends, so my family is all I have.