This is hard for me to write

I’m due to marry my fiancé very soon. We are also trying for a baby. But I’m so beyond fed up and I’ve never felt so lonely 😭 I love him but he just doesn’t seem to notice me anymore unless he wants sex. He will sit in the bedroom for days on end from morning til night on his computer. He will eat up there, so days with showering, and just be plain ignorant. I sit here crying because I feel so lonely 😭 I just don’t know what to do 😭