Just need to vent... my family said they wanted to throw a shower and I was fine w/ it. It’ll be this Saturday. I’m really depending on my mom rn cause she’s buying all of the stuff for it. My auntie said she’d help plan but I’m not hearing much from her. The friends that said they were coming are now bailing out on me, saying they’ll be busy and that they’ll just drop the gift off. It wasn’t much to begin with anyway since I’m in college and we’ve all separated. My family is also pretty small. I just feel like what’s the point. Why go through all of this if there won’t even be at least 15 people there. Everything seems all over the place and unprepared. I don’t wanna cancel it because I was looking forward to it and ik my mom’s really trying, I just feel a little hopeless right now