TRIGGER WARNING ‼️ - TTC 6 years after termination

I was 15 when I got pregnant by my boyfriend at the time. I was absolutely terrified of being a mom at 16 and had an abortion about a week after I found out. Now that I’m older and married, I want a baby so so bad, and it kills me sometimes that I had the chance to have a baby, I refused it, and now that I’m trying, it’s just not happening.

Why is it that I got pregnant the first time I ever had a drop of semen inside of me, and now that DH has ejaculated inside of me 70+ times, I’m not getting pregnant? I have severe remorse about my abortion, but I also know that if I never did it, I wouldn’t be with my husband today.

Advice? Tips? Does anyone have any positive stories of successful pregnancies when TTC after having an abortion? Thanks